为什么？

为什么你们将子对待我？

起初，你们让她用电话时，我没事的。。

因为你们说过只是会在她出去时让她用而已。。

可是，你们说话不算话！！

你们让她永远都用这电话了！

从那一刻开始，我已很肯定地告诉我自己。。

你们是偏心的！

今天还说要买一架新电话给她，你有没想过我的感受？

我不明白。。

就只因为她厉害读书而我不厉害？

我知道我以前做了些事让你们不开心。。

可是我现在已经改变了自己。。

你们还不满意什么？？

我不想在这读政府学校你们不给。。

你们为何不让我出去闯闯呢？

难道你们就想一整世把我关在这里？

我不是小孩咯！

你不让我独立，但我要吗！

我想看看，以后她读完中五后你们会让她出去读吗。。

要是你们让她出去读，我一定跟你们反到够够！！

从此都不会回家！

Random

Went out with friends but it was so boring...
Went to cousin's house around four...
Gathered with them...
Whole day thinking of you...
I was thinking why you want to treat me like that..
Last night the message that you sent made me down...
Made me felt sorry..
Am i wrong cause crushed on you?
I just wanted you to give me an answer...
But you till now also dint give me any respon..
Why you want to give me hope?
After you gave me some hope...
Then you made me fall again and again...
It is hurt you know?

Issac, please giv me some respon..

Dont treat me like i am not exist..

I am hurt, i am upset..

All is just because of you..

My new year=(

Luckily you dint Break your promise...=)

I finally saw you on Friday...阿弟,你变得好帅!!

3.30am like that, you reached jiemei's house...

When four something, you went back to home cause too tired already=(

Just only that one hour you let me to see you...

Why so fast?Can't you stay longer or even sleep at there?=(

Do you know i miss you badly...?

Why you just let me see you for only one hour?Why?

The next day, i message you at nine something...

Asking you whether are you coming...

You said after you do finiah your thing then you will come...=)

I waited for a few hours...But you also dint appear  in front of me...

When dad said"Let's go", 我的眼泪就在我眼眶里游来游去..

I was very sad and dissapointed...

After a few hours journey, you suddenly sent a message come and said"I dont want go cause i scared i will make you cry"

When i saw this message, my tears dropped...T_T

I was really upset and dont know what to do...

Why you want to treat me like that?

What i have done cant you feel it?

At Ipoh for 4 days 3 nights.. Very boring...

The 3rd day of Chinese New Year went back to Karak..=)

16th February 2010, you made me angry...

I had scolded you but you just seems like nothing...

My heart was so pain...=(

难道你就感觉不到我对你的那份爱吗?

我的那一番心思你能感觉得到吗？

你为何要将对我？

你知道我会很心痛吗？

阿弟，你不要再将对我了好吗？

不要再那么冷了。。（哭）

I miss you so much!=(

Please dont treat me like that already...

I got feeling one...I am not an animal...=(

New year, meeting you=) =(

New year is closer and closer...

The first day of new year drop on 14th Feb(Valentine Day)

I am going back to hometown this Saturday...

My boring new year is coming soon...>,<

This friday going back to Karak...

You said you are going back too=)

I am so excited...

Excited to meet you on this friday...

I really hope that you wont break your promise...

Hope you will come back on this friday...

Come back let me see see your face...

See whether you are healthy or not...

See whether you got fatter than before or not...

I hope you are healthier and fatter than before...=)

I miss you so much=(

Today is the forth day dint receive your message since friday=(

You must take care o...

Don't make me worry...

Choy, i hope you will go back Karak this friday...

Hope you can accompany me...

I miss you badly..=(

This new year is happy or sad leh??

I hope this new year i can be happy abit...

要我能开心的过新年，就要看你有没有回了，阿弟。。

I miss you so much=(

The only one-You=(

Today is the eight days dint receive any message from you...=(

I am missing you and worrying you...

Do you know i am missing you alone at here?

Do you know i am worrying you at here??

You dint even reply my message...

Are you trying to avoid from me?

Or...

You got gf already?You got like de people?

At here, i have nothing can do...

Just keep missing you, worrying you...

You dont even know my heart was very pain...

You dont know...=(

I miss you, Seong Hee Choy!=(