I wish~

I wish...
I wish..
I wish..
I wish..
I wish..
I wish you are now beside me...
I wish that you're mine...
But all of this i just can WISH...
Everytimes when i was down and upset...
I wish i could share my problems with you...
Everytimes when i was happy..
I wish i could share my happiness with you...
I had lost contact with you...
There's no news about you...
All the messages that i sent, is just like sending to GHOST...
What're you doing now?
Are you happy working at there?
Do you take care of yourself all the time?
I really wish that you'll inform me when you get back to Karak..=(
I really wish it...

Issac, i really miss you badly..

如果我能回到从前，我会选择不认识你。
不是我后悔，是我不能面对没有你的结局。
想你，却不打扰你，是因为太爱你。
从此以后，我们的幸福，与彼此都无关了。
你的身影很模糊，你的脸庞很朦胧，但这并不影响我想你的情绪。
我没有很想你，只是在高兴的时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要分享的人。
我没有很想你，只是在不高兴的时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。
我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只是因为那个词里写的好象我和你。
我没有很想你，只是在早晨醒来的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为梦里出现的人好像你。
我真的没有很想你，我只是在我不想想起你的时候想起你。
这样真好，我没有很想你，我只是想你到眼睛湿润。
想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。
只有把你的信息藏在手机里，想你的时候把它们翻出来慢慢看，细细地品，然后就不停的偷笑，悲伤。
只有在每个寂静如水的夜晚等你的信息，等来了，心里是一阵莫名的激动，但压抑着满怀的高兴给你发去淡淡的问候、淡淡的玩笑、淡淡的吵闹。
等不来，就只有带着一丝淡淡的惆怅，在半梦半醒中睡去。
在没有你消息的日子里，只有拚命的找寻你的点滴，装做若无其事地打听关于你的一切，然后竖起耳朵听他们说着你的点滴，把这些点点滴滴全都刻在脑海里。
我一直比你想想的更加爱你，可是我却不能告诉你。
抬头望着这个城市的天空，呼吸着这个城市的空气，也会想起你。
想着它也会一直飘到你那里，哪怕是这样，心里还是暖暖的...
我想你，但只是想你，而不打扰你。

Today is the seventeenth days you went to singapore and is the sixteenth days dint sms you...
I miss you so much...

I want to tell you that i am missing you but i dont dare...

How was your life recently?

Isn't it good?

Take good care of yourself...

Remember eat and drink more water...

If tired then rest a while...

[只能自己在这说，但不能跟你说=( ]

What a day=(

You told me you going to singapore already...
What the FUCK!!
Why you want to choose such a "nice" time?
Why want now??
I was totally break into pieces when i saw your message..
Do you know i was crying last night?
I was blanked and i dont know what should i do on that momment..
Told one of my malay friend that you are going to singapore..
I miss you badly, issac..
She had asked me to phone you and tell you i am missing you...
But, if i phone to you and tell you so...
Will i be much better and relieve?
I'm really confuse with it..
Keep crying and crying until i fall asleep...>,<
今早发了一封我很想念你的短信给你。。
你却回我，“我们一定有机会再见面，或许等到我们见面时，你已经学会放开。。”
老实说,我并没有想过要放开。。
等待你，对我来说是一种幸福。。
I'll wait you as long as i still have feelings toward you...
从今天起，也就是你去新加坡的这一天。。
我会一直计算。。直到你回来的那一天。。
相信那时的我还会隐瞒着我对你的那份感情。。
再此希望你原谅我。。
因为我会一直隐瞒着你。。
这样你就不会难做人了。。

You're always stay in the bottom of my heart...
You'll never know the truth..=(
Goodbye...
Take care at SingaporeT_T

Recently

Many things happened recently...

I am sitting for my mid term exam since 19th of May until 30th of May...

Whole exam week i have no mood to study..

All subjects is going to get a bad result=(

I cant concentrate when i was studying even for one subject..

You had rejected me last month...=(

I was totally drop into the hell...

Miss you every second, every minutes, every hours, everyday...T_T

Issac...~~

I miss you so much...

Really miss you=(

对不起，谢谢你。。

想对你说对不起和谢谢你。。

对不起：

1. 对不起因为时常跟你胡言乱语，　说不三不四的东西。。

2. 对不起当初跟你那么坦白。。

3. 对不起因为我时常烦你，乱你。。

4. 对不起我已经踩到很深了， 对你的感觉越来越深了。。=(

谢谢你：

1. 谢谢你跟我坦白了，虽然是我不想要的答案。。更不想知道的事实！

2. 谢谢你之前肯跟我讯息，讲电话。。

3. 谢谢你还把我当成朋友。。

=(

Today still dint get any of your message..
I feel want to call you again...
But after yesterday, i am scared already...
You rejected my phone call..
MY GOD!
Issac, i need only 5 minutes to apologize...
Can you give me that 5 minutes?
I am so suffer without calling you or even sms-ing you=(
When can i get your forgiveness?
I am so sorry...

Please stop ignoring me..

I need you...

Need your support...

Need your message althought it is also one word...

Please forgive meT_T

Failed!T_T

At lats, i still cant endure..
8.50pm phone to you...
After five times du du...~
You rejected my phone call...T_T
Why i phone to you?
STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sorry...